This is a meager update!!

Where to start? Well how about a year ago...ish...o.O
I've been graduated for a year and was working at starbucks to get tuition, I was transfered to a new location that i got to set up and everything, it was an amassing experience!! It soon went sour...but not before I found a b/f....a younger but almost perfect b/f....I fell head over heals for him and he moved in with me in the fall.... although him moving in meant also moving in with my parents...but it was alright...He went to school during the day and I went to work and it was good...I had all of 4 changes in management...half of which hatted me...I was treated poorly, I got two razes of $00.14 by the time I quit I was getting payed $9.28. I didn't get the hours I wanted...I couldn't get to work for latter shifts so I hat to show up like 2 hours early for them....that was a blast....I was all around not happy...and it was affection me and Ryu....
So I quit....simple as that...life started to get better...but my parents wanted him out of the house....and so he left...it sucked....We lasted, and I had a bit more freedom and that was nice but i missed him...i missed sneaking down to his room at night....cuddling with him...coming home to him or waiting for him to come home....going out almost ever weekend. I started seeing my other friends more because i was bored more often. it was cool...but then I had to buckle down and figure out what I was going to do with my life...with almost all of my savings gone what now? Well ACAD is still the plan so portfolio here we come....i had everything I needed I just had to do it...I worked my ass off for a month or so....when I was almost done...like all I had to do was my artists statement...Ryu broke up with me...I didn't know waht to do with myself...I had a mope fest for a few days, you know the bucket of ice-cream the friend that wont leave your side....the binge eating...lol the movies...it was kinda fun...if thats what you want to call it....having trouble sorting it all out I finally got something down and went to my mom, she helped me finish it and hand it in on time....if the last possible day is "on time."

Buuut amid all this suckish stuff....I got my laptop!!!! Woot!!!! lol
i got back together with my best friend Kyla, I got over my fear of drag queens lol
I gave my b/f the best christmas he has ever had and proved that I'm a gait person. found my favorite song!! Started cleaning my room (Its looks a lot a lot better lol) I'm starting to find what I really want in my life and its getting better....
Oh and we cant forget I experimented with some drugs again lol, I don't really like them....they tend to make yoy feel sick or light headed, keep you up all night or make you tired when your not....make you want to eat when your full...or make it so you cant eat when your hungry....they make your friends puck and scare the shit out of you....Friends having sex....or kinda having sex and it being really wearied....

Anyways....Now i have my foot in the door to ACAD, I have a new job that it going to help me in my art Carer witch my land me in the newspaper. me and Ryu sorted things out and we are happily unofficial...Don't ask!

Wow I'm sick of typing....

But I will be trying to post my school work and my job work....So i will get to show you what my job is, I'm sure you are all existed to see but you are going to have to wait!